I dreamt of flying
and of the thrill, awe, and excitement it gives
But no, I wasn't the one with the wings
I wasn't the one gliding through the clouds
I wasn't the one flying
for I am afraid of falling
I'm terrified of jumping
I'm afraid my wings won't flap
I fear all the uncertainties around me
Do I need to jump at a specific time?
Do I need to have a certain angle?
What if my calculations aren't correct?
What if the wind I'm counting on fails me?
Will I fall into oblivion?
I may never get to fly
For I am afraid of falling
And I am terrified of jumping